I've been home for less than a week. I already feel kinda busy. But i'm not really THAT busy, i think its just he fast nature of the United States and the ability to be anywhere in my town in 15 minutes.  It's great having my own truck! That is until i have to get gas...that's going to suck! Especially since i don't exactly have a job yet. 

    I'm trying to keep thoughts of Haiti in the front of my mind. I've told many people about how i'm feeling since i got home, and its something like this: Being home just feels normal. I feel like i haven't missed anything, and i'm just picking up right where i left off.  My life in Haiti was SO dramatically different from my US life that it doesn't even feel real... it's almost as if it never happened, and that scares me. I don't want to forget what i've learned. 

    Haiti is still there and i'm super conscious of trying to keep thoughts of Haiti close to me in order to never take things in the US for granted.  It's so tempting to become selfish and forget about the need all over the world.  But my mind is prepared to go back to Haiti (i think). As of now i am planing on returning to Haiti before the end of 2011 to do some more documentary film work to get the scenes from Haiti to the eyes of everyone with an internet connection. I've also been in a discussion with another Haitian pastor about the possibility of working for him as a project manager as well as a host for his visiting North American teams (like i was doing for HOM this past year).

    So i am trying to stay open to whatever God wants me to do. I'd like some of you guys that are reading to pray with me, ask God to reveal some direction to me. Not knowing is kinda scary... i don't know why, because im totally cool with moving back to Haiti for another little while or staying in the states to pursue other things. So there's really no reason to be scared, but i'm just anxious to know what He wants me to do.

    I miss Haiti, and the staff and my friends down there.